I found the paper we wrote on last week in the late night hour. It is ours, I won’t quote it here. I found you without really looking. You were there. There you were. If I lived in a jail, you would be the security guard with the crazy key that alternately fits and doesn’t fit into my Felliniesque dream. Take it? Yes? Unlock it? Yes. Remember? Yes. I would like to write more but I am afraid to betray our secret. Our private…… (not privacy, yes I know the difference) . Our hiding place.
Our discovering. Yours is yours and mine is mine but I like the way it fits the lock and the crazy lovely dream. Crazy = opposite of not . Calm. Honest. True. The new crazy.
I’m really starting to loathe that word. Thesaurus anyone???? OK. I’ll just take a Dictionary. Straight up.
Crazy… now known as
1. Full of cracks or flaws; damaged, impaired, unsound; liable to break or fall to pieces; frail, ‘shaky’. (Now usually of ships, buildings, etc.) 1583 STUBBES Anat. Abus. I. (1879) 51 If Aeolus with his blasts, or Neptune with his stormes chaunce to hit vppon the crasie bark. 1595 SPENSER Col. Clout 374 Or be their pipes untunable and craesie? 1612 T. TAYLOR Comm. Titus i. 16 As a crazie pitcher which is vnfit to hold water. 1748 Anson’s Voy. I. x. 151 With a crazy ship. 1776 ADAM SMITH W.N. II. ii. I. 310 The house is crazy..and will not stand very long. 1844 DICKENS Lett. (1880) I. 119 The court was full of crazy coaches. 1868 FREEMAN Norm. Conq. (1876) II. ix. 336 An old crazy ship.
One of 6 meanings (with at least 8 sub-variables) of the word “crazy” from the Oxford English Dictionary.
