I seriously need to get out of public service. I used to think I was a nice open person. Then I worked in HELL (the public library ) for about 9 years and realized I’m not. I can only smile so many times while my skin falls off because the person I’m trying to help is either so gross or so insane and annoying I cannot bring myself to keep that “customer service” attitude and keep the happy little voice going. It’s not so bad every day but when some lunar force is in effect, and the craziness really starts going, I just can’t deal.