New Year’s Day. Woke up at 10. Drank coffee. Watched the marathon ANTM all fucking day. Can’t stop. Dragged myself to the gym for a quick workout. Back home. More ANTM. The brain has stopped. Altogether. Can’t stop…….. watching……..

I know what the problem is. Now fixing it is another issue. Need sunshine. Need a hobby. Need to get out of the fucking house. Need to give up the vino. Need to go to an ashram, a monestary, back to school, SOMETHING!!!!  Blow up the computers. And the TV.